Friday, April 10, 2009

LOVE AND HIM...


Today, friends, I plan to write about love.I'm young but I feel that my feelings aren't.

Love.I thought I was in love in school when I was 9 years old. I thought I was in love when I was 15 years old. Then again I thought I was in love when I was 16 years old and after that I gave up on love altogether.I became a cynic at too young an age and gave up all thoughts of love altogether. I thought that love was made for fools and it was nothing but a waste of emotions. Yes, I know it sounds ghastly but I was fighting with myself every day then. My heart would want to believe but my experiences would speak a different language altogether.

Soon I was 18 and I met this guy who has changed my life. Whatever I am today, I owe it to him. From a cynical, under confident, defiant and sad little girl, I became a strong, confident and extremely positive person.You must know that it was because of him that I had the courage to join dance classes.I didn't want to disppoint him.I would be nowhere if it weren't for him. I think even he has no idea how much he has done for me.

He had faith in me when I had lost it myself. He pushed me to do my best when I didn't have the confidence. He was ecstatic if I was victorious.He was understanding and loving when I was not. But judgemental he was never. He has been my strongest support and reason to live. There were no insecurities with him, there was nothing childish about our relationship. He is the man who taught me the meaning of US. He is the man who has made me understand the meaning of love and I tell you, it's simply beautiful!

What is love?

It is more than the fluttering of your heart, it is more than sleepless nights, it is more than butterflies in your stomach, it is much more than passing lust. Love is what calms your heart, what soothes your soul.It is love which gives you the pleasure of resting in peace at night with a smile on your face making you realise that when you wake up the next morning, your loved one will be right next to you, safe in your heart and warm in your arms. That is what I call is love. Love is more than attraction for attraction is something which invariably dies. Love is when you have utmost faith in your partner, so much so that you can trust him blindly.

That is what he has made me realise and I love him for that. I love him with all my heart and I always wish for his happiness. I shall always be thankful to God for making him a part of my life, a part of me.

Words are not enough to show how much he means to me. He has given new dimensions to the meaning of love.God bless his soul.He deserves nothing less than the best in life.

12 comments:

lolit said...

i can see how sweet you are....i read all your post,all nice.i love it,it reflects your personality.thanks for sharing your thoughts and feelings.

Candy said...

Very nice thoughts on love. I still find it very confusing at my age by it is amazing that you can put it into such words at yours. Thanks for writing inspiration.

epasen said...

i feel that if you have loved someone in your life as much as you seem to love this boy, and by loving this person you've brought something beautiful to this person's life, you've succeeded in life. you've done something you should be proud of, you can say you've made it.

beautiful thoughts, enjoyed reading this. you sound a lot like me.

epasen said...

p.s. i'd love to read more, would you mind if i follow?

Lover of Life said...

That was a very beautiful, and mature, tribute to a very special guy. I hope everything works out for the best. He's lucky to have someone like you.

Deboshree said...

@epasen- thank you for your wonderful words..It would me my pleasure if you did follow.Thank you.

@lolit-thank you for reading my blog and I would love to continue sharing my thoughts.

@Lover of life-Thank you yet again.You always make my posts seem worthy.Thanks for that.

SearchingSoul said...

Ah to be young and being in love!

It's always a wonderful experience beyond words, beyond logic, beyond comprehension.

Cherish the feeling and enjoy life.

Crystal Jigsaw said...

Your words are beautiful and typify my idea of love to perfection. Thank you for finding me - now I have been fortunate to find you.

CJ xx

Deboshree said...

@Searching soul-Thanks for visiting my blog.Yes it is a wonderful experience^_^

@CJ-It wasnt difficult to find you.I'm glad you found ME.

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cheeky hound said...

your thoughts and feelings and very sweet, i can completely relate to your feelings about love; at 17 i feel like i am, or have been, in love, several times. thank you for sharing.