Wednesday, January 13, 2010

You silly little girl..don't you know there is NO one like you?

A few days ago when I was in a not so good state of mind, everything seemed to be going wrong and life was nothing but a total mess. I could see myself crumbling to pieces and there was nothing I could do to stop it. Nothing at all. Except ofcourse cry my heart out which I was doing without a break! As I had mentioned in my previous post, the distance was getting unbearble, but staying away altogether proved to be even more unbearable! I couldn't think of living without him. What am I without him? My life is empty without his presence and so I realised after I almost broke up with him! Talk about being an idiot!

So..what do I do when I'm in pieces and have an exam the next day? CALL NEHA! My best friend. She is someone I can always rely on. I know she will be there for me whenever I need her and that's why she is so special. She MAKES time.

 Her presence was like a warm blanket in the freezing cold and she was my only shelter in a storm that threatened to engulf me altogether. When I called her saying what happened, she simply came. No questions, no excuses. She just came to me. That's what I call friendship.

She stayed back and helped me study. I can say without a doubt that I would have flunked without her. Things were sorted out between me and my partner and I could finally study, but it was almost evening by then!

Thankfully, both Neha and me are pursuing the same course. Or else lord knows what would have happened. My dearest Neha, tired after giving her own exam that day, slept beside me while I studied. Little did she know how much love I felt for her when I saw her lying there beside me. She is a true friend and I am so very thankful to have her. My fierce, loyal and warm hearted Neha.....she worries that someone else might take her place in my heart. Silly girl. She has no idea what she means to me. Even in high school when I was an impulsive and crazy kid, she was the one who stood by me through it all. Whenever I needed to cry, she would offer her shoulder, whenever I would need reassurance, she would be there to stand by me. She has given me so much love. I just hope that I can be there for her whenever she needs me.


AubintheDark said...

Hmm, what a wonderful friend you have. And what a wonderfully insignificant role I have been assigned in this blog. You just wait! I'm going to complain! To somebody, anybody...when I find the time. CHOTU!!! AAMI TOMAKE KHOOB BHAALOBHASHI CHOTU DOVE, LOVE, SHOVE, ABOVE, UP ABOVE, ALCOVE and BIG FAT COW!!!! :)

Deboshree said...

@Aubin- Aubin dono..I'll hit you now! Where have you been assigned an insignificant role? You know all my misery started when I was without you!
Hehehe..complain all you know the truth ^_^


Anonymous said...

kotha jeta diechilis...mone rakhbi...
Tui khushi thaklei amar shanti.

Bhalo thakis sob somoye khepi ^_^

Andhari said...
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oh, how lucky you are for such a dear friend - and her, for a loving friend such as you! beautiful! thanks so much for sharing this story!

Susan Deborah said...

Dear Deboshree:

Before heaping praises on your friend, I would definitely like to admonish you for being so sad before an exam. Matters of the heart keep happening,but studies should also go on.

I guess you should strive for a balance and not be sad like this.


Joy always,

Anonymous said...

Oh I've been there and it is not pleasant. The heart is fickle and will betray you at the most inopportune times but one must move on and it is good to have a solid support system to help you weather the storm and refocus. School is more important than a man right now, and it will take you farther in life than a fleeting relationship.

Nancy said...

You are so blessed to have such a wonderful friend. She sees the beauty in you.

Ron said...

We always need friends like Neha. They're our candles in the wind--that's for sure!

Hope all is well with you and best of luck in your exams. Smile! Don't worry too much. There's a lot in life beyond love to look forward to.

Take care sweetie!

Deboshree said...

@som- khepi maane ki hoye?Tui o bhaalo thaakish mona

@Jenean- Yes, I am verrry lucky to have her. I am thankful for that^_^

@Susan- Dear Susan, I know you are right. Very much so infact. But a break up tends to muddle up your mind and your thought process. I almost had one and it affected me real bad. I will try n be more stable. Thank you so much for dropping by, my friend.

@Sharla-aaah my friend, I know you are right but the heart is such that it can't think of this relationship as being fleeting. I will try become stronger though. I promise you that.

@Nancy- Yes I am blessed to have her Nancy. I really am. I am glad to have found her.

@Ron- Sigh..lot of life beyond love? True enough but much less enjoyable with no love at all. Thank you for dropping by my dear. I will try n look beyond.

Thank you sooo much everyone, for dropping by, making time and helping me through your kind words.


Cloudia said...

What lovely words about friendship!
I'm so glad that you found me, so I could come here.

You are most welcome at the Spiral, so come visit Hawaii anytime. I know that I will look in here often!

Namaste & Aloha, Friend!

Comfort Spiral

Tom Bailey said...

Being there for a person is one of lifes greatest gifts.

Thanks for sharing.


epasen said...

Hi there,
thanks for dropping by love <3 Yeah I am on facebook, here's my profile.
Take care love,
Emmi <3

Anonymous said...

Great write girl :)

Cloudia said...


Thanks for your kind visit.

You are most welcome anytime

Deboshree said...

@Cloudia- Thank you so much for dropping by! I will definitely drop by again. I loved your blog ^_^

@Tom- Yeah, I agree. It is one of the best gifts ^_^

@Emmi- Don't you dare thank me for dropping by. I would anyway drop by love!! You know that. Love you ^_^